I’m writing you from my dressing room in Cincinnati. We had our first day off in a minute yesterday and in lieu of spending that time in some nondescript hotel room, we collectively decided to park our busses up alongside the Little Miami River outside of town here, fire up the barbecue and float downstream in canoes and kayaks. We didn’t do those things in that order, that would be unsafe, but what a good choice it was to forgo the traditional four wall routine!
We were adrift along the river at some point yesterday early in the afternoon and I started humming a melody that I’d forgotten about for a couple of years. Isn’t it telling how spending (even) mere hours away from our screens can induce states of quiet? Quiet enough that a bird passing overhead whistles a note that catches our ear. We borrow that note and pull on that thread and it unravels a memory of a song from the recent past. In this case it was a song that I had yet to share with anyone save for the guys in my band who may or may not have opened the email it was delivered in.
Either way, I am happy to share it with you. It’s a small idea but hopefully weighted in the right places. I suppose it’s a song about watching someone younger and more courageous than me stand up and speak their mind openly and without reservation. Aging indeed has its benefits, and I wouldn’t want to be any other age than I am, when I am, but seeing a younger person finding their authentic voice and cutting through the noise of their culture seems to be one of the rarest things to witness. Then on the other hand, I suppose it’s possible that it isn’t rare at all, but that in and of itself doesn’t make it any less miraculous.
I hope you enjoy this song idea called ‘Make Me Proud’ and that one day you’ll hum it to yourself while sitting in a quiet place.
-Brandon Boyd
Gah...I have tears in my eyes now. How do you do it, make me feel like I do? Seriously though, I don't know a single other person whose lyrics resonate with me as much as yours. This takes me back to my own journey as an artist, and reminds me of how much you have encouraged and inspired me...from that one day in early 2021 when I jumped into my desk chair and dug my markers and pens out of storage after they had been sitting unused for years, to now where I've found a community through sharing my art and have had the privilege of expressing my admiration and gratitude to you in person. I hope that you never forget how much your kind words and selflessness mean to me. Words really aren't enough to express how I truly feel.
The phrase "Don't let the bastards bring you down, turn their lead into gold" stands out so much because it truly is a powerful message. The saying "the best revenge is a life well lived" comes to mind, because the best way that you can rise above the people that tried so hard to tear you down and make you feel worthless is to continue doing what makes you happy. I wish I could travel back in time and tell my high school self about this, but alas the TARDIS hasn't paid a visit to my hometown yet (haha). Still, even if it took me several years, I'm grateful to have learned that message, understood it, and taken it to heart. Your own creative wisdom has instilled this into me even more. And I love the way that you worded it in this song...eloquent but also badass and straight to the point at the same time! Call me crazy if I'm being crazy, but I swear it feels like you might as well be singing right to me.
Bonner was incredible, by the way. After going through such an overwhelming and tumultuous period of my life with so many huge and sudden changes at once, I needed that so badly...you and the guys, your music always heals me. Also, it was tons of fun going to the pre-show jam to get hyped, and then meet all five of you!! I cannot emphasize enough how special you all made that day, and those are memories I will carry with me for the rest of my life. I feel like I've poured my heart out countless times now, but I promise every single word is true and I mean it with every fiber of my being.
Some of my pals in the fam are seeing you tonight. Hope you guys enjoy visiting and performing in Michigan...hugs and love from the rainy westside of Washington as always!
A beautiful essay to wake up to here in WA watching the sunrise and listening to the birds chirp and the neighborhood cat coming up to greet me